Feeling a little bi-polar!
Ok, I know I'm pregnant and that's got to be part of it. But man, I feel like I'm trapped on this roller coaster. One minute, I'm happy, feeling good, loving life, loving my children. The next, I'm angry, spiteful, jealous, tired, and grumpy. Is this normal? I know I need to slow down a bit. Only two more months to go and peanut will be here. But, I don't WANT to slow down. Sounds silly, huh? Sounds a little selfish and kinda like my 2 year old's whiny voice. I like my life at a busy pace. My mind needs to be fulfilled with something. I go crazy when I'm home for too long. The chores scream at me and I hate chores. So, I invite people over, go crazy filling my time with play dates and events. And then I fall apart when my body can't keep up. It's not fair to peanut, I know. So, I agree, I should slow down a bit. But, my mind is resisting! I'm looking at my calendar for next week and I only have TWO mornings scheduled! Ack! What will I do??? Rest, Jill. Relax, Jill. Be with your son, Jill. Do it now, before you really don't have the time anymore, Jill. Ok, Ok, OK! I'll try........
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5 months ago
2 comments:
I remember feeling like that - I still do at times. I found that if I could have a friend over and she and I would do laundry together or a workout video or just have a quick cup of tea, that seemed to help the stir crazy feeling.
Oh Jill,
I think any mom reading that feels your emotional highs and lows. Its a crazy time and I'm thinking of ya. Come over here if you like, the boys can play and we can veg out on my couch, pjs welcome =) And I am always up for chores, company makes it fun and less of a chore so let me know if want some company =)
love ya girly...xx
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